I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear.
Hey, I tried to make everything okay. But I just mess it up. I've ruined everything. Sometimes I wish I am dead, you know. Haha who am I kidding, I'm useless anyway. To think again, why am I here? I fucked everything up. I love my family, but we started to fall apart. Can't blame them, though. They've done everything for me, I am ungrateful bitch. What did I do for them? Absolutely nothing. I'm better off dead. Yes, absolutely. Wow I am so pathetic. Dear moms, Ya'll did great. I love you guys. Sorry I never do anything great. Sorry I am your daughter. You deserve more. A daughter that helps you in the kitchen, A daughter that do chores not like me. I am stupid I can't even do chores. Sorry. Sorry that I am your daughter Sorry I was ever born. Dear Abah, I wish you know you are my hero. You do a lot of great things, I am so lucky that you are my father. But I feel pity for you because I am not what you want. I am useless, rude, stupid,ungrateful and g