Crimson

Things have changed so much these 2 years. I am not who I used to be or who I supposed to be.

Well, it's 10 nights away for Ramadhan to left me. And it's my 5th day into Semester 3. My very last semester and I intend to not waste it-- I will do right this time. No more lazy, bad grades, complaining. It is very stupid to be "someone" new when you are in the last semester. Nahh, it is never late to change, do something good. It's friday yet I'm still at rumah sewa because tomorrow I still have class and I hope my family  understand.Oh and also I want to get back with writing. I need to write back. I need to have passion back. I am so done being depressed, unmotivated and lifeless. It's time to get back up again-- to have something to live, to live again. I want to live. The reason I'm not dead yet is because my life isn't over yet. I have to continue living. I have to cheerish every second I'm on this earth because being I have to appreciate what's there before it's gone.I don't want to die. I want to live.  I have to.