happy, happy birthday

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It was my birthday, last friday. 28th June. It was like a bummer. No one actually remembers. It's sad. It's sad because they all piled up with works and they forgot. I don't blame them but it hurts. Like all the wishes be like " Hey happy birthday, sorry I was busy" like...yeah I know. I mean it's truly hurt. nah. I'll get over it.

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